Okay, crypto friends, whether it be XRP, ETH, BTC, Ryoshi memes... I want to write something real now. I believe in these crypto conspiracy theories. I believe there's a big financial system reset coming. At some point, we're gonna see crypto become the lay of the land, prices surging, all of that good stuff. But... The thing is, I've been believing in this for so long. I've been in crypto for about 5 years. For years, I thought it was going to happen "SOON" or "IMMINTENTLY". I even got my family and my friends to invest. My money is gone. I know I'm not alone. I'm close to losing my job. I'm in a lot of debt. I lost it all. I feel like a failure. I live in a small house. I need to get a bigger one. I have two kids. We don't have enough room for the three of us. I thought Uptober was going to be it. I thought November was going to be it. Hell, I remember thinking Trump becoming president was going to be it—and thinking the election was still very far away. Again, it's been years upon years. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope. I still believe. But it feels like the timeline is shifting. I feel it's probably going to be another year or two. I can't afford to wait that long. I've been trying to remain active. Post about stuff, write about stuff. Give or contribute at least something for years and years. I trusted people. A lot of them are gone. Some flat-out lied. Others overhyped things only to disappear. Nowhere to be seen. Can hardly trust anyone anymore. I'm still not going to sell. I still believe. Nothing is worth anything anyway. I will keep hodling. I want to disappear. I know I won't. I don't know what to do. I feel horrible.