Been pretty afk since thursday and will continue to do so to reset my mental. Been very tilted since the 23rd cause i was trying to press too much risk even tho i was very skeptical of the market and i paid for it. I gave back about 40% gains of the last 2 months, will bounce back but need to work on this. I think its a rookie mistake that is easily avoidable but i just dont have the discipline for it and ive done the same thing like 3 times in the past year. I practiced being flat early in october but got pulled back by a few green days, hopefully journaling is gonna help with this thing because am pretty sure its purely emotional thing for me and it does feel fixable. Even with the big haircut still a solid 2 months of trading, will work on my discipline to only really trade when markets are a bit easier. As always,GL HF in the arena.