I haven’t been feeling well these past few days. Originally, my plan was to fly directly from Beijing to Kuala Lumpur. But I last-minute decided to take the train to Shanghai instead— and unexpectedly, something happened that left me deeply upset. Yesterday, I posted a few tweets reflecting on the past because someone in the green chat group asked me: "Why does he only think about hitting you? Why doesn’t he think about hitting someone else?" Even now, after everything that’s happened, I’m still angry. For me, I don’t want to keep blaming myself for everything. To be honest, since that incident, I’ve genuinely grown to dislike that blogger and the people closely associated with him. This might not be mature or elegant, but it’s my real feeling right now. You feel wronged—I feel wronged too. Shu Jie said: "Don’t try to explain everything." Miko said: "You’re not RMB; you can’t make everyone like you." — My classmate asked me yesterday: "Did you only become real offline after cutting off your fans?" Of course, my progress—from less than 100,000 RMB at my lowest point last year to where I am now—isn’t impressive by any measure. But I can say with a clear conscience that I’ve done my best. — Over the past year, I’ve never directly messaged any KOL asking them to promote me. I’ve never reached out to any exchange staff seeking collaboration opportunities. I’ve never proactively approached project teams to negotiate resources or try to get something from anyone. On the contrary, this year I’ve become more unrestrained. I say what I want to say. I post what I want to post. I care less about who likes me—and less about who doesn’t. Some might think this means I’ve become more arrogant. — The keyword for this year has probably been "hard." Throughout the year, I’ve been repeatedly disrupted by harassment related to my father’s debt issues. While dealing with these debts, I’ve made it clear: I’m willing to sell any property I received through demolition—I won’t even keep the money. As for the joint liabilities I signed without carefully reading the contracts, I’ll handle them myself. I’m not someone who lives in love, but I’ve tried my best to imagine myself within love— so I can remain non-aggressive, and so I can keep moving forward.