my screen time for the last 3 weeks has been averaging 12 hours a day. on best days. 17 hours. i'm not glorifying the screen time. i'm not glorifying this unnecessary hustle. either you come up with an outcome or you break your spine. working at an early based startup makes you stop optimising for happiness and start optimising for outcomes. i have been siting here in my chair. i leave for gym. sleep 6 hours straight. i don't go out. i don't have a partner. i'm again saying i don't glorify this. i'm just heads down at the moment. eventually your self-worth gets attached to metrics that don't care about you. i've realised taking a break and move to bangalore for close to a month. leave my spot. leave my room. detox from the work. fuel my creativity again. come up with ideas. i'm exhausted.