-$117k last 30 days were brutal trading wise for me no matter what size you're playing with, losses always hurt because you want to win we did very well in september, but october was hard because of these mistakes (dont make them): > got distracted in singapore, went from trading to chasing proper dd > over sized to try to get back to local high pnl ($330k) > cut losses sooner when i realized i oversized, i didnt want to be wrong that fast (would have had that greed even if i traded in private) > i put in $50k back from the house bank account, no need to redeploy capital, should have stayed with what i had > traded when conditions were not appropriate will continue to improve, get back to prime